Spring, my second year of middle school. I died. I became a magical girl and my body broke. Everything should have ended, but when I woke up, I was back as a hospitalized first-year student. God, is this a dream?
In my hand is a Soul Gem. Beside me is that white creature, Kyubey. I won't give up this time. I'll do more than just heal Kyosuke's hand. I'll protect Madoka. I'll become friends with Kyoko too. I won't let Mami-senpai die. And… I will never allow a world where that girl becomes a mag
Blue.
The blue in my hand blurred, bleeding at the edges.
Wait. This is—
Room 401, Mitakihara City Hospital. White ceiling. The smell of antiseptic. Early summer sunlight streamed through the window.
Sayaka sat up in bed.
She looked at her hands. Thin fingers. Unscarred. The hands of a first-year middle schooler.
On her wrist, a familiar ring gleamed. A blue gem set into it—that Soul Gem.
"...Why?"
Her voice trembled. She looked to the side.
There it was.
A pure white body. Red eyes. Long ears. Like a cat. Like a rabbit.
Kyuubey.
It tilted its head, staring at her.
And then—
The memories came flooding back.
Tomoe Mami-senpai, devoured by the witch of sweets. The fight with Kyouko. Kyousuke's despair.
She had become a witch.
Madoka rewrote the world.
All of it. Everything. At once.
Sayaka hung her head. Her shoulders shook. Tears fell onto the sheets.
A sound escaped her. A voice she'd never made before. A voiceless voice. A sob. Just a scream.
"Aaaaaaaah!"
The tears wouldn't stop. Her body trembled on its own. She had died. And now she was here. The ring was here. That thing was beside her. Nothing made sense.
How long did she cry?
When she finally lifted her head, the city of Mitakihara stretched beyond the window. The bridge over the Takihara River. The distant hills. This city she had run through countless times in her past life.
"...I came back."
Sayaka wiped her tears and clenched her fist.
Summer of her first year in middle school. Kyousuke was still hospitalized. She had fallen off her bicycle and hurt her leg. That time. Somehow, she was certain this was her second life.
In the afternoon, a light knock came at the door.
"Sayaka-chan!"
A bouncy voice. Soft pink twin-tails swayed. Large peach-colored eyes sparkled. A small frame, about 148 centimeters tall, in a floral dress. Madoka burst into the room.
Their homeroom teacher, Saotome-sensei, peeked in behind her.
"Congratulations on leaving the hospital, Sayaka!"
Madoka held up a small cake box, beaming. That smile. Unchanged from her past life. Pure. Warm. Kinder than anyone.
Sayaka caught her breath.
(Madoka. She's really here.)
Her chest tightened. Happy. But it hurt. She had to protect her. Absolutely. This time for sure.
"Hey, Sayaka? You're spacing out."
Madoka waved her hand in front of Sayaka's face.
"Ahaha, sorry, sorry! I'm still a little groggy."
Sayaka hurriedly put on a smile.
Saotome-sensei set the cake on the small table in the room. Madoka laid out paper plates and handed Sayaka a fork.
A simple celebration. But to Sayaka, it shone.
"I'm so glad. Really."
Madoka spoke quietly, gazing at Sayaka's face.
Those peach-colored eyes clouded over for just a moment.
"...Sayaka, did you get a little more grown-up somehow?"
"Huh? Really?"
Sayaka scratched her head, playing it up.
"It's your eyes, I guess. Like you're looking at something far away."
Sayaka's heart thumped. Madoka's intuition was sharp. It had been in their past life too.
"Oh, come on, no way! I was just in the hospital for a little injury!"
She laughed it off. Madoka still looked a bit worried, but she didn't press further.
(Sorry, Madoka. I can't tell you the truth. But this time, I'll protect you.)
Sayaka made a firm vow in her heart. She would never let Madoka become a magical girl. Never.
That evening, after her visitors had left, Sayaka moved through the hospital corridor in a wheelchair.
The fourth-floor rehab room. Through the window, she saw a boy. Chestnut hair, a little long. Thin shoulders. His left hand was immobilized in a sling around his neck.
Kyousuke.
When she opened the door, Kyousuke looked up. Strong-willed black eyes. But somehow dark.
"Sayaka. You're out tomorrow, right?"
Kyousuke spoke.
"Yeah. More importantly, Kyousuke, how's your rehab?"
Sayaka wheeled closer and looked at his left hand. Fingers barely peeking out from the cast. They hadn't moved in her past life either, but now it was worse. Not a single finger moved.
Kyousuke forced a smile.
"The doctor told me. I probably won't ever play the violin again."
Sayaka's heart froze. In her past life, Kyousuke had said that much later. Something was different.
"That's not..."
"But it's the truth."
Kyousuke's voice was quiet. Not angry. Resigned.
"My hand won't move. The genius boy is finished."
"Stop it!"
Sayaka tried to stand without thinking. Her leg hurt. She sat back down.
"...I'll do something. I swear. I'll make sure you can play again."
Kyousuke looked a little surprised. Then he smiled, just a little.
"Heh. What are you talking about? But... thanks."
That smile pierced Sayaka's heart.
That smile she'd seen in her past life. The one that had haunted her dreams so many times.
(This time, I'll grant it. Kyousuke's wish.)
Sayaka turned her wheelchair and left the room.
She gripped the Soul Gem on her wrist. A blue light glimmered faintly.
The sun set. She slipped out through the hospital's emergency exit.
She walked slowly on crutches, but the pain didn't matter anymore. The ring on her wrist glowed faintly, as if pointing the way. Proof that a witch's barrier was near.
The shopping district in front of Mitakihara Station—Kanademall. The busiest place in the city. But now, at night, it was nearly empty. She stopped in front of the CD shop "Disc Park." The store she'd often visited with Kyousuke. Its shutters were closed now.
She turned the corner. Deeper in. And then—the air changed.
The air grew heavy, like water. The streetlights died. Darkness swallowed everything.
A barrier.
Sayaka threw aside her crutches and removed her Soul Gem. The blue jewel grew brighter in her palm.
"Let's go."
Light enveloped her body. Her uniform melted away. A new outfit appeared. A blue-based skirt with frills. A white cape fluttered. In her hands—sabers. Many of them. Countless blades emerged from the space around her.
Sayaka ran.
Inside the barrier was a rose garden. But—different.
When she'd come here in her past life, it had been more open. She could see the sky.
Now, there was no sky. Massive ivy and cages covered the entire garden. Red roses swayed ominously. Butterfly-like familiars swarmed through the air.
"What is this...? It's different from my memories!"
Sayaka shouted as she unleashed her sabers.
Countless blades danced through the air, slicing through the familiars. Severed butterflies fell and vanished in pieces.
But there were too many. They kept coming, one after another.
Sayaka gripped two sabers and charged.
Slash. Kick. Dodge.
Her body remembered how to fight from her past life. She carved a path with a rain of blades, searching for the witch's main body. In the depths, a massive humanoid shape made of roses—Gertrud—waited.
"Found you!"
Sayaka sprinted at full speed.
But in that instant—
Something moved in the darkness deep within the barrier. A massive shadow. Something separate from this witch. Something far larger. It surfaced for just a moment, then vanished.
"...What was that?"
A chill ran down Sayaka's spine. In her past life, there had been nothing like that.
But don't think now. Defeat the enemy in front of you.
The witch's vines attacked. Sayaka blocked with her left arm.
She heard flesh tear. Pain shot through her.
But her healing magic closed the wound immediately. She generated three new sabers and hurled them at the witch's core.
"Take this!"
One. Two. Three. The sabers pierced the core.
The witch crumbled. The barrier shattered. Reality returned.
Nighttime Kanademall. Under a streetlight, Sayaka released her transformation. In her hand, a Grief Seed. A small black seed that absorbed corruption. The faint taint in her Soul Gem slowly faded.
Her clothes were in tatters. Her body ached everywhere. But.
Her healing magic would fix it. She'd be fine.
When she returned to her room, a figure stood by her bed.
Kyousuke.
"Sayaka!?"
Kyousuke stood up. His face went pale. Of course it did. Bandaged arms. Torn clothes. Wounds everywhere.
"Where did you go?! Those injuries—what happened?!"
Sayaka tried to laugh it off, but the pain made it hard.
"I just fell... haha..."
"You don't get like that from just falling! I'm calling a nurse...!"
"It's fine, Kyousuke. Really. But... thanks for worrying."
At her words, Kyousuke stopped.
Silence hung between them.
Kyousuke opened his mouth as if to say something. Then stopped. He looked down.
"...I, uh. When I heard you were leaving tomorrow, I kind of panicked."
Kyousuke's voice trembled slightly.
"My hand won't move. The violin might really be impossible. But you said you'd do something. So I thought... I'd try a little harder with rehab."
He lifted his head. A small light had returned to those black eyes.
"Thank you."
Warmth spread through Sayaka's chest.
Ah. For this smile, she had fought.
"Yeah. You'll definitely play again, Kyousuke. I'll be there every day to practice piano with you."
Kyousuke smiled, a little embarrassed. He waved and left the room.
Right after seeing Kyousuke off, another visitor came.
"...Sayaka."
Madoka stood in the doorway. When had she arrived?
Her peach-colored eyes stared at Sayaka's wounded body.
"M-Madoka!? What are you doing here so late?"
"I had a feeling. So I came."
Madoka stepped closer.
Her soft pink hair seemed to glow in the hallway light.
"You're pushing yourself, aren't you, Sayaka?"
Madoka spoke quietly. Her voice held certainty.
"At the celebration earlier. And now. Your eyes... they're looking somewhere really far away."
Words caught in Sayaka's throat.
She wanted to lie. But in front of Madoka, she felt like everything would be seen through. It terrified her.
"There are things you can't talk about, right? But I'm your best friend, Sayaka. I believe you'll tell me someday."
Madoka said only that. Then she smiled gently.
She squeezed Sayaka's hand with her small one and left the room.
Left alone, Sayaka exhaled on the bed.
(Madoka's starting to notice. But I still can't tell her. I absolutely can't let her become a magical girl.)
She looked out the window. Streetlights dotted the landscape. It looked exactly like the last view she'd seen in her past life.
That night, a white shadow settled on the windowsill.
"You're a little strange."
Kyuubey's voice held no emotion. Its red eyes stared at Sayaka's Soul Gem.
"Other magical girls are far more shaken after their first witch battle. But you're calm. Almost as if you're used to it."
Sayaka didn't answer. She kept looking out the window.
Her heart was full of fear.
(It's starting to notice. That I know something. It probably doesn't realize I've turned back time, but it's wary of me.)
"Leave me alone. I'm not giving you this Grief Seed."
"I don't mind. More importantly, you should keep a close eye on your Soul Gem. Some taint remains from today's battle. You're pushing yourself too hard."
With that, Kyuubey vanished into the darkness.
Sayaka looked at the gem on her wrist. True enough. A faint black haze clung to it.
The fight had only just begun. More corruption would accumulate from here on.
(To protect Madoka, I'll fight as many times as it takes. Even if I become a witch like in my past life, this time I won't have any regrets.)
She gripped the blue light tightly.
The night deepened. The city of Mitakihara slept quietly.
Sayaka watched the window until morning.
The next morning.
Having finished preparing to leave, Sayaka opened the window.
An early summer breeze blew in. The sounds of the city reached her. A bus. A distant railroad crossing. Children laughing.
A knock came at the door. Kyousuke peeked in.
"Sayaka. You'll really practice piano with me?"
Kyousuke asked, a little embarrassed.
"Of course! I'll come every day, so be ready!"
Sayaka answered with a laugh.
Kyousuke laughed too. They made their promise there, in front of the hospital room.
In that moment, at the edge of the sky visible through the window—something black appeared.
Not a cloud. An ominous black shadow. Some
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